Dil aaj fir ghamon ke kaale baadalon se gir gaya hai....kyun, is ka koi jawab nahi...ya shayad hum dhundna nahi chahte....hum to zabardasti koshish karte hai ki in badaalon ko hatake thoda hansne ki koshish kare....par shayad ab ye badal bahut ghane ho gaye hai...or inme kaafi paani bhi jam gaya hai....intezaar hai us din ka jab khulke baarish ho jaaye or dil ko shayad thoda sukoon mil jaye.....

par sach to ye hai ki ab yeh badal kabhi nahi hatenge....ab tak to ye zindagi ka ek hissa ban chuke hai..ajeeb baat hai, par in gham on ke baadal se dil ka ek bahut gehra rishta judd gaya hai....or ab shayad ye burre bhi nahi lagte, inki aadat jo padd gayi hai.....kabhi kabhi to ye darr lagta hai ki ye badal hatt jayenge or ek khila hua, khushiyon sa bhara chehra or sapno se bhara hua dil kisi ko dikh jayega....aisa nahi hona chahiye....duniya ko wo chehra nazar nahi aana chahiye nahi to wo mazaak udayenge....mujhe to ab ye baadal hi apne lagte hai or inhi ke saath achcha lagta hai....sochti hun, kaise sehte honge ye duniya waale khushiyon ki tej roshni ko...hum tak to wo kabhi kabhi hi pohunch paati hai...humein to samajh hi nahi aata ki is roshni ka hum kya kare....humein chain se jeene do apne ghamon ke baadalon mein, mat lao humein khushi ki roshni mein..humare ye aankhen dukhti hai or fir unme se paani hi nikalta hai....dekha, hum to jab khush ho tab bhi rote hai...kya kare humein khushi ka izhaar karna nahi aata kisi or tarikhe se...

kuch aise hi khayal aate honge na un laakhon karoro logon ko jinki zindagi ko sirf gham ke kaale baadal hi ghera hua hai ya hamesh rehte hai....


aise hi majboor kabhi hum bhi to hote honge....ya shayad hum bhi unhi mein se ek honge.......humein bhi shayad kabhi unn kaale baadalon se dillagi si ho jaati hogi....dil ke kisi kone mein hum bhi shayad baadalon ke barasne ka hi intezaar kar rahe hai.......

ajeeb baat hai par aaj aasman ko bhi kaale baadalon ne ghera hua hai....or wo dekhke dil mein bas ek hi khayal aata hai, ki kaunse baadal zyada kaale hai.....or kaun pehle barsega.....

Pehli baarish ki boondein...

pehli baarish ki boondein....the first rain drops....umm!!...they have a language of their own...
the soft, intoxicating smell of mother earth getting wet for the first time...the whole idea takes me into a completely different world...
It's raining outside...and you are...
Having garam samosa/pakode over a cup of tea with a bunch of friends/family....
You are out there and getting wet in the first showers with a group of friends...
You are watching your favorite movie with your beloved, huddled up in a couch with popcorn and tea and doing much more than said in words...
You and your beloved on a long drive, with the rains splashing on the windscreen...
You and your beloved under one umbrella, sharing thoughts and sharing your lives together...
You all alone, listening to your favorite music and drinking to yourself....contemplating on the sorrows and joys of life....with the rains being your silent admirer....
You, sitting on a window side and enjoying the rains...all by yourself....
You going on a long drive in a bus/train amongst greenery, forests and lakes....
Any of these can be an ideal scenario to enjoy the first showers.....Ohhh!! it's such a lovely feeling....a feeling which is beyond words and expressions.....
Woh kehte hai na...Kuch baatein ankahe hi bahut kuch keh jaati hai,
or Kuch armaan dil mein hi sulag ke reh jaate hai...
In baaton or armaano ko lafzon mein na bayaan karo...
Wo to khamoshi mein hi mehsoos kiye jaate hai....

Pyaar ke khatir....

"Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart."

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. ~Albert Einstein

Do I love you because you're beautiful,Or are you beautiful because I love you?

We choose those we like; with those we love, we have no say in the matter.

Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke.

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

Love, and a cough, cannot be hid.

True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen. ~François, duc de La Rochefoucauld

And the final one...

It's hard to defeat a woman in love. ~Destin Figuier

Responsibilities!!

This is one word which itself seems to come with a burdensome feel...it comes on us, (or is loaded on our shoulders) right from the time when we are born...we are supposed to fulfill our responsibilities and behave in a manner which has been pre-defined by the society...as we grow up, so do our responsibilities....in all fields- be it education, sports, cultural, office, with relatives, siblings...everywhere....and the most surprising and interesting, we are supposed to be responsible and fulfill the responsibilities of LOVE also!!! Now that sounds interesting since, our lovers/husbands/wives also expect us to behave in a certain fashion...which I personally feel again has a social touch to it....as in we are supposed to behave in a manner defined by the society.....how idiotic!!! (LOVE never had any specifications, or did it actually??)
I just wish to witness a day when we are not held responsible for our actions and are not dictated by the society to react and act in a specific way....so that atleast our social responsibilities are lessened!!! (WOW!!...that sounds interesting....but is that possible in reality???)

Bas Yunhi...

It feels nice and refreshing to be back in my own world...a world where I can just be myself...a world without pretentions. I was just reading the blogs of Amitabh Bachchan and Amir Khan...quite informative and refreshing....they do give quite a lot of insight about these 'starry' lives...just wonder whether these are really posted by them personally!!
This blogging bug seems to have bitten many people and has become a craze!!...good for us....we do get to know a lot about their lives....
The fact is, I am writing this blog only after reading the blogs of these stars...as it suddenly reminded me of my own world...and i just wished to come back for some time and express my views...Right now, I have nothing much to do and am just relaxing in the office....got bored of this 'no work' tag actually....will have to wait till monday till I get some job....i can sense that the coming days are gonna be damn busy....Wish we could plan lives our own way!!!

myriad ways of life

Sometimes in life you just hope to find some peace...yet it seems to be an illusion....you really don't know what exactly would give you some peace or happiness...what exactly do you do at those junctures of life....wait for time to pass by and life to move on....or try and find happiness and peace in some small joy of life....do these small joys really count when your whole world seems to be falling apart and you find no peace of mind???....how do you cope with these situations???...

I guess somehow we move on with all our grudges against life and unhappiness...dat's the way it is or rather it's supposed to be.....what if we could reverse some events of our past life and check our mistakes???....will that solve the problem or increase it??......

Strange people...

Sometimes in life I wonder why we come across some people, who just seem to have an opinion about everything under the sun...these people would love to pass their suggestions about everything and anything even before they are actually asked to do so...i mean why, what's the reason???did we ask their suggestion or advice???... what do we call these kind of people??...

I have met many such people till date who knowingly and unknowingly have passed their expert comments on so many incidents. Yet, the irony is when I actually needed some help or advice, these people were nowhere to be found...why is it so??...they cannot be called friends or guides...what exactly are they???...these people are really a mystery for me....