Dil aaj fir ghamon ke kaale baadalon se gir gaya hai....kyun, is ka koi jawab nahi...ya shayad hum dhundna nahi chahte....hum to zabardasti koshish karte hai ki in badaalon ko hatake thoda hansne ki koshish kare....par shayad ab ye badal bahut ghane ho gaye hai...or inme kaafi paani bhi jam gaya hai....intezaar hai us din ka jab khulke baarish ho jaaye or dil ko shayad thoda sukoon mil jaye.....

par sach to ye hai ki ab yeh badal kabhi nahi hatenge....ab tak to ye zindagi ka ek hissa ban chuke hai..ajeeb baat hai, par in gham on ke baadal se dil ka ek bahut gehra rishta judd gaya hai....or ab shayad ye burre bhi nahi lagte, inki aadat jo padd gayi hai.....kabhi kabhi to ye darr lagta hai ki ye badal hatt jayenge or ek khila hua, khushiyon sa bhara chehra or sapno se bhara hua dil kisi ko dikh jayega....aisa nahi hona chahiye....duniya ko wo chehra nazar nahi aana chahiye nahi to wo mazaak udayenge....mujhe to ab ye baadal hi apne lagte hai or inhi ke saath achcha lagta hai....sochti hun, kaise sehte honge ye duniya waale khushiyon ki tej roshni ko...hum tak to wo kabhi kabhi hi pohunch paati hai...humein to samajh hi nahi aata ki is roshni ka hum kya kare....humein chain se jeene do apne ghamon ke baadalon mein, mat lao humein khushi ki roshni mein..humare ye aankhen dukhti hai or fir unme se paani hi nikalta hai....dekha, hum to jab khush ho tab bhi rote hai...kya kare humein khushi ka izhaar karna nahi aata kisi or tarikhe se...

kuch aise hi khayal aate honge na un laakhon karoro logon ko jinki zindagi ko sirf gham ke kaale baadal hi ghera hua hai ya hamesh rehte hai....


aise hi majboor kabhi hum bhi to hote honge....ya shayad hum bhi unhi mein se ek honge.......humein bhi shayad kabhi unn kaale baadalon se dillagi si ho jaati hogi....dil ke kisi kone mein hum bhi shayad baadalon ke barasne ka hi intezaar kar rahe hai.......

ajeeb baat hai par aaj aasman ko bhi kaale baadalon ne ghera hua hai....or wo dekhke dil mein bas ek hi khayal aata hai, ki kaunse baadal zyada kaale hai.....or kaun pehle barsega.....

Pehli baarish ki boondein...

pehli baarish ki boondein....the first rain drops....umm!!...they have a language of their own...
the soft, intoxicating smell of mother earth getting wet for the first time...the whole idea takes me into a completely different world...
It's raining outside...and you are...
Having garam samosa/pakode over a cup of tea with a bunch of friends/family....
You are out there and getting wet in the first showers with a group of friends...
You are watching your favorite movie with your beloved, huddled up in a couch with popcorn and tea and doing much more than said in words...
You and your beloved on a long drive, with the rains splashing on the windscreen...
You and your beloved under one umbrella, sharing thoughts and sharing your lives together...
You all alone, listening to your favorite music and drinking to yourself....contemplating on the sorrows and joys of life....with the rains being your silent admirer....
You, sitting on a window side and enjoying the rains...all by yourself....
You going on a long drive in a bus/train amongst greenery, forests and lakes....
Any of these can be an ideal scenario to enjoy the first showers.....Ohhh!! it's such a lovely feeling....a feeling which is beyond words and expressions.....
Woh kehte hai na...Kuch baatein ankahe hi bahut kuch keh jaati hai,
or Kuch armaan dil mein hi sulag ke reh jaate hai...
In baaton or armaano ko lafzon mein na bayaan karo...
Wo to khamoshi mein hi mehsoos kiye jaate hai....